Epic Weekend

HELLO MATES !
jadiiiii, ceritanya :
1. kemaren Jill & Fani ke rumah gue. dan mereka ngapain ya? lupa gue wkwkwk maaf yaa anti klimaks gini ceritanya..
2. hari ini Fani & Ceinny ke rumah guee !! dan Ceinny nginep :3
nah dateng-dateng si Ceinny bawa kue getooo tapi fail sekali ya karena gue dan Fani yang nyiapin kue itu sendiri beserta lilinnya (padahal ini kue ultah kita ceritanya) nahloh... tapi kita seru-seruannn

Just Wanna Share My Happiness ^o^

Girrllsss!!!! I'm so happy today.. so happy that i feel like this is the happiest moment in my life.. well.. maybe you don't remember but today is one of the most important day in my life. Today is the day i confess my faith (?) haha.. maksudnya hari ini gw melakukan pengakuan iman gw.. gw sudah diteguhkan sebagai warga gereja dengan iman dewasa.. hari ini gw di sidi!! and I feel so blessed! I just can't describe how happy I am. Hari ini gw ngerasain banget berkat Tuhan.. and this day, i realize that people around me especially my family (my parents, brother, aunties, uncles, cousins, and even my niece) are care so much for me. I feel really special today because i can feel the love from my family, my friends, and the most Important is the love from my Savior. :') aahh.. even all this is not enough to describe my feeling.. so happy, so blessed, so special... pokoknya gw bahagia ^o^

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEEN MADE AYU MARISKA!!!!!

Happy Birthday Ayu!!! By reaching this age that make you a grown up girl, I wish you will be more mature, more beautiful, smarter in your study, wiser every time you make a decision... well, the point is I wish you could be better in every way and be more positive at everything ^^ and I wish you will always be healthy and I wish you won't fall too much anymore :p And I also wish all happiness and all the best for you ^o^v
And you must remember this... I will always love you no matter what and I will always try my best to always be there for you every time you need me (all you have to do is just tell me hehe) because we are Best Friends Forever, right?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! LOVE YOU ALWAYS!!! 

frickin alone

y'know what i feel right now? lonely. i don't know why but it's so weird that i always feel so alone. maybe it's because the phrase "we came here alone, and we leave this world alone". yeah i know it's a total bullshit for some of you. but let me tell you this, i think this is so true. see, everyone said that i'm "forever alone" or "anti-social". and i kinda believe that i am. no one talks to me when i feel down, no one accompanies me in holidays, no one calls me, no one miss me. and don't say that you guys miss me. because you know what, i don't believe easily to human anymore. i can't even think who i trust anymore. people said that they miss me, like me, love me, etc, but in real life they don't contact me except when they need something, well not everyone exactly, but obviously many people do that. they say they miss me, but they don't call or text me. maybe you guys feel the same way as me, but i know that you have another close friends. do you know that 80% of my time a day i spent alone? i've got some friends in school, but i can't say that they're my "other" close friends. you know what, i hate when my close friends have boyfriends. it makes them forget me, and leave me, and spent more time with their boyfriends. i don't care of you say that i'm so selfish, because sometimes i can't hide my feeling inside. and today's such a bad day for me, because i feel so alone and all my friends are so busy and can't spent some of their time for me. don't judge me bad because of what i write, because i know many people feel this too. i just don't want to have things left unsaid.

#10RandomThingsAboutMe

I got this idea because of twitter's trending topics. hehee~
Okay, here we go !!

1. First, I've been dreaming about mr.xxx for more than 3 days -_-" It's a bit freaking me out..
2. I couldn't get focus on sosiology class the day before yesterday, of course because of him. This is bad, my score ;___;
3. I haven't got any sweet 17th birthday party invitation, hmm the truth is I'm kinda jealous with my other friend who got it. hehe~ ^///^
4. I want to play the new and super cool Zelda !! But I don't know how to get the game.. So sad..
5. I want to do a serious diet..! >:-] However, my parents always make me forget about this! "Nik, mau makan ini?" "Ci, itu kayaknya enak." "Malem ini makan ini yuk." -_-" Great !
6. I'm a little sad about Lia. I wish she could keep our relationship as before :'( After she texted me about her school program, I was so mad at her, and always thought negatively about her.. Actually, this feeling has still been inside me until now, the second I type this.
7. I really really want to make a comic! or novel! or anything..
8. I want holiday come as soon as possible ><!!
9. I confuse how to continue this ._.
10. The last ! I want mr.xxx reply my last message !! It has been 43 minutes since his last message -_- huft !

Unimportant

Hi everyone~ I got this kinda funny video for ya! I made it in the middle of a night when I took a little rest (stress) from makalah.. enjoy~ ^.^v

well.. actually there are 2 more videos, but the internet is so lame that i can only upload this one.. haha..

sweet book

i just bought this book this afternoon in Gramedia Matraman. at first i doubted it because i really wanted to buy Mockingjay but since i already read it (in English) i think i should buy other book that i haven't read. this book cought my eyes, but i have no idea about how it is gonna be...

when i first open it, i was AMAZED ! it's just too amazing for a novel, more than harry potter and the other books (not by the story,but how the book is. y'know what i mean?). it has 284 pictures between 533 pages of the book and it depends equally on its pictures as it does on the actual words. these are some pictures from the book :

very cool isn't it ! i hereby recomend you to read this book. and P.S. i just knew that the movie HUGO has already released, the story is adapted from The Invention of Hugo Cabret !